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Grandpa Rick is a grumpy person that is occasionally nice.. occasionally..Anyway he's been working on this blog template for the about 2 days and is pretty bothered by the fact that it took him so long to remember how to use Macromedia Dreamweaver again. His help eventually came in the form of LYC his "son" and miss poutyface his mei.. With the utmost torment by lawrence to work hard, he finally was able to create this below average template with (finally!) working layers. Go ahead and have a good time reading (or laughing at) this blog and above all remember that God loves you. Grandpa Rick is in actual fact 19 (just barely) at the point of completion of this blog template (26th October 2006) having already had his birthday on the 22nd of October. Born
into a family with a father that lacks hair and a brother that has too
much of it growing on his legs, Grandpa Rick grew up traumatised by
his older brother that occasionally liked to sit on him and has a weird
fetish thing going on with anime figurines. His parents however were
a blessing to him and aside from the odd argument from time to time,
Grandpa Rick usually listens to them. He also has a poor traumatised
younger sister that is constantly the butt of his fat jokes (though
it cannot be helped seeing as to how she walks into most if not all
of them) but he tries to take good care of her.. operative word being
TRY of course. All in all poor Grandpa Rick has been traumatised by
his siblings when he was younger and now get along with them more or
less fine.. However the trauma he suffered as a child has given him
quite the quirky attitude to life. The biggest influence to his life however is God. Grandpa Rick old (or young if you want) as he is is deeply in love with God. The person that has helped him through all his troubled times and the one that has sent many a friend his direction when he needed help. God has always been there for him and Grandpa Rick is very grateful. He often gets inspired by God to write poetry (which can be found along with other things in all "All that good stuff") or songs without the lyrics in tribute of God. Grandpa Rick believes that God died to save him from all sin and believes that God is his lord and saviour. Through many close and personal encounters with God, Grandpa Rick is certain about God's love and God's plan for his life. He hopes to live in God's way and let God guide him in all that he does. Of course, Grandpa Rick is still learning and is prone to the occasional (oh alright, frequent) mistake. But the key point here is that Grandpa Rick loves God and that there is nothing that he wouldn't do for Him. Finally
it is to be said that it isnt a good thing to get Grandpa Rick angry..
you see old people dont handle anger very well and goodness knows what
happens when Grandpa Rick goes over the edge.
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This is the All that good stuff layer.. in here will be my personal top 10 or top 20 list of songs to hear.. (be very prepared for alot of punk rock) also included will be all the poetry that i have ever written almost all of which are God inspired.. just becasue God is so good to me! other things may be added i guess.. like pictures and stuff if i have the time (and if i actually do take pictures). This is an experimental layer basically where all the stuff i think about (most of them very weird.. you have officially been warned) that dont go into my post will be posted here. alright lets get started Top
20 Praise and Worship Songs (this list may and most probably will change) 20.
For This Cause Top 20 Other Songs (again list might and most probably will change) 20.
Emotionless Top
5 bands the secret link to what i really think Amusing or meaningful statements i've made or heard (statement in front source behind) "You're
gona be a what?! .. wait wait this is big shit.." - Brian "Im
a vegetarian.. but i eat chicken and fish and pork and..." - Jason
ng Poetry (expect this to be very long) Longings
of my soul My
Praise to Him my worship to God if
all you actions were your worship to God Kester's Ego Booster kester
is a ladies man though
he keeps denying that he's hot even
the other guys in church why
does he keep denying it cos
kester ur hot why dont u see? he
sucks all girls like a strong magnet i
must say that though he's short when
the street he walks down by jealous
guys from everywhere girls
will find him quite a guy of
course he'll always be the first they
love his cute manly name but
more even better is his mass appeal you'll
see his face on every wall cos
around him they all turn ape his
muscular arms that are oh so strong the
lime was not ordinary kester
kiong you are so hot and
after that mayb go out how
to reply? was what he thought but
then he thought nah im too young i'll
wait till i am much older thus
ends our tale of kester the hot i
wonder the reaction we will get Turn to Him!
Dreams these
dreams they haunt my sleep at night All He's done for me through
my darkest lonely days Use me God take
this heart O God and work Your wonders In His Name the
world is in turmoil Hurt lock
me up and throw away the key Did you know? did
you know when you're alone Purpose i
ask the reason for my birth My life Hurt
and alone The beast in my heart as
the night falls still and shadows loom |
Sunday, January 01, 2006
well its the new year again..bt first lemme blog bout the youth leader's retreat..well firstly i had fun..i mean who wouldnt right? with all the leaders there and such..plus i got to cook breakfast! haha green eggs! anyway had fun la..tho we had long meetings and such..bt the sessions were good..esp the one with aunty Carol.. i mean shes really sum1 on fire for God.. can really see that and the thing is that she's nt afraid to admit her shortcommings to people even if its us youth. she's sum1 that i really see as brave and everything i mean like..its hard for me even to admit to adults and such that are there to counsel me and such..she's admitting it to the youth.. people that she's supposed to b teaching..if its hard to admit stuff to people in authority how much harder is it to admit stuff like that to people that u are supposed to be teaching? ouch.. it really spoke loads to me.. and also the part of moment by moment obedience.. i guess thats wad its really all about eh? den during the delegations i got delegated the part of a cell leader..yeap.. i guess its good bt i am worried bout my temper and such..i mean like what if i cant take it frm sum1 and lose it..i mean i know God has helped me manage my temper quite abit..bt still..yea..i jus pray that i will be able to reach out to them the quieter ones..and those that are put in my grp that basically need a friend and sum1 to help open them up.. i pray God helps me to..cos there's so many people in JYM whose life needs to be touched..who needs God to come and walk with them and guide them..i just pray and hope God uses me to touch and guide them.
take this heart O God and work Your wonders form the depths of my soul and its inner most place to the physical body, the feet and my face for You are alpha and omega, beginning and end my fortress, shelter, comforter and friend for not by my strength but by Yours change me and mold me, all in your course for no longer will i change by my strength alone but by letting You change me, giving You my throne for the king over my life You are over everything i have, both near and far always depending and looking to Thee for it is Your truth that sets me free! i thank thee Lord, for changing me for helping me be who You want me to be in all this i pray that this will come true that there will be less of me and more of You heh wow! i jus wrote that all of a sudden.. God ROCKS! haha just suddenly felt like writing that.. wonderful stuff! haha oh speaking of which, during one of the days of the retreat was inspired to write this lil thing for him as well! waha ok here goes the world is in turmoil but satan's plans we'll foil a war against him we have declared our God with us we're not scared we intercede for our people we pray for his grace that one day we'll meet in His dwelling place in the presence of the most high and with one voice our hearts will cry we give Him all honour and glory and our mouths will tell the story of how He came and died for us and how in Him we've come to trust never again will we bow down to other gods and kings and crowns for we have found where we belong and forever we'll sing His songs He is our strength and our Lord our redeemer our reward nothing we give is sacrifice for what we give is of no price compared to Him our God our all what we give compared is small and forever i will sing His praise forever covered by His grace in His presence overflowing in the presence of the all knowing humbled in His very presence all that i can do is bow and open up my mouth and worship Him now pledging to Him my obedience all trusting He'll never let me fall for He is my God and my rock and i dont care how much they mock i will sing to Him with everything all my praises to Him i bring! oh Lord please take my broken heart please Lord mend it part by part for blessed be Thy name oh Godfor Your word is my spiritual swordand evermore my heart will sing forever praising my heavenly king! there havent had time to name it yet.. bt ah well..haha anyway since im on the topic i think i better transfer all my older poems here b4 my old blog is deleted.. just in case... lock me up n throw away the key let the world know not of what happens to me i've caused so much hurt and so much pain in the end all to no1's gain the things i've done are unforgivable and my apologies unacceptable never again will i see the great world as it used 2 be this time i've done something worse this hurt i've caused only myself i curse the road in my life is always rough and the pain i feel is never enough the people i've hurt and lies i've told i now see with their letters in bold i thot it would b long b4 i've known the fruits of the seeds that i have sown this great pain i feel inside is all thanks to my sense of pride my fist pound the door in rage like a angered beast in it's cage had i known i'd cause such pain the way i did things wouldn't haf been the same now i don't know what to do cos i know my chance i blew sumtimes i dunno wad ppl see in such a loser guy like me i can't even go sumtime without hurtin the ppl i care about i dunno the reason for my life the reason i go thru all dis strife all i do is bring hurt and tears through dis whole life and all my years this is y i made this wish of mine that no1 will ever b hurt again in my lifetime bleh..a sad old poem i got fr m my blog.. i guess this 1 was a way of expressing my anger and grief .. but thank God he took me through this troubled time.. did you know? did u noe wen ur alone wen ur cold n chilled 2 the bone there is always sum1 there sum1 dat will always care He watches over all u do till the dae ur life is through He carries u through all ur fears and comforts u in times of tears did u noe dat wen u cry or wen u say "i wanna die" in His heart He feels ur pain He feels ur hurt and feels ur strain He forgives u fer all u've done He forgave u frm day one so when u think dat life ain't fair u can reach Him thru a simple prayer He will help u thru it all thru all problems big or small the world is harsh dat's wad they say but all we gotta do is pray by ur side is where He'll be i noe cos He's there for me wow..this is turnin out to be a really long post..hope my comp doesnt erase everything.. haha well this 1 speaks for itself i think..now on to the next one purposei ask the reason for my birth i ask what my life is worth i tink about it night and day i ask this question when i pray in my life my hurts and pains all my losts and all my gain severything that i have done many in the name of fun right now at thhis point in time the answer i seek is still nt mine but i hope that i will find the answer to my question in mind and i will serve Him everyday because in my heart is where He stays for when my purpose in life He shows onli den will i ever know ahh i remember this 1... i got it during serve.. as in i thought of it while i was going through serve! a great programme that was..Hsin Qin's going there this year! haha i think he's gona enjoy it! my life Hurt and alone my heart like stone heavy burden on my chest so much so i get no rest all my problems i can't share cos the world doesn't seem to care they don't care that i am crying they all think that i am lying they all say that i ain't good and it hurts to b misunderstood i sit in my corner and i cry my heart feeling empty and dry sometimes i feel that i haf no worth and ask the reason for my birth one day someone said to me that someone could set me free he told me Jesus was the way and in my heart Jesus would stay Jesus took me and he changed me and made me the best that i could be i love him more and more each day because i know that he is the way so take this little piece of advice believe in Jesus it's real nice he will always walk beside you till the day your life is through haha i remember this 1 too..i was really feel super down when i was writing this den suddenly i got inspired to write sth bout God and so the rest of the poem went on to testify bout God praise His name! cos i remember feeling super good after i completed the poem! as the nite falls still and shadows loom i sit here thinking in my room i sit and think of the bad things i've done and i regret almost each and every one i now noe it is far too late and it's proberbly me they hate i wish dat time i could turn back and improve in the places i lack to control this beast i have in me to keep it hidden for none to see i know now that i can't hide from the reality i have inside to learn supress is not the key if i try it will control me to learn to control is what i must do but such an uphill battle it is too but soon i will slay the beast and then at least i will haf peace only time will tell if i will win my battle over this evil sin so now i am gonna take my leave and win this beast with 1 final heave and when i do u all will know for in my face the results will show ahh this 1 was when i was going through as many of u may have guessed a personal struggle with anger and hatred.. i'd say God helped me alot through this 1..again all praise to God cos he changed me..i din change but he changed me..yeap! and that was the last poem frm my old blog..long long post this is gona b.. wonder if any of u guys will read.. haha anyway after looking through all my posts its finally done..all my poems are safe..in this blog anyway..haha so yea..new year was great as well..went to me cousins birthday party! haha bt on the 31th went to COA for their coffeeshop night..gotta say that it was good ! yea.. they really got talented people there! and God really is very much a part of the lives in the church members there..can see it..see their love for God and everything..Praise be to God! yea..its all GOOD! haha aite.. happy new year every1! have a great 2006! and God bless! |
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Links layer.. people like little miss pouty face will reside in this
hole.. So far in the links page.. (by surnames then nicknames then finally real name) Ang
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